Friday, August 5, 2011

saying good-bye





This was my last breakfast and lunch at Camp Monterey. I'd taken the opportunity to spend the night before to camp overnight with the youngest campers. It was a total joy remembering how much fun it was being a camper and having adults and peers taking an interest in me, watching the silly skits, allowing me to build the fire, letting me climb on the D&M roof and the old apple trees, and giving me lots of room to be a kid. I wanted more than anything to do that with these young girls and kind of act as a spotter in weight lifting would do. It was great. I could just see the confidence build in the girls' eyes. I just hope when they share with their parents, they will share in a way that exudes confidence and empowerment.
At 42 years old, sleeping on the ground without cushion was so worth the time I spent at camp. I truly completed my stay. It was rough, but after about 4 years without a 48 hour break or vacation, camp was the perfect remedy.
After breakfast, I knew it was time to clear my bed and belongings. I didn't bring as much as I did when I would stay 8 weeks, so it was really a breeze to pack up. I got that done promptly after breakfast, and then I went out and played and sought out staff that needed help. I felt very fortunate to have worked diligently so that I could help others.
As lunch approached, I began to look around the dining hall at all the campers and staff with a satisfying smile. I felt like I had just gotten a second chance in life. What total fulfillment coming back to camp after a long absence. So many things are the same, but there are also improvements. When the JCs led familiar songs to me, I started singing loudly, no matter where I was in that dining hall; it was an automatic reaction. I looked around carefully and studied my surroundings as if I would never returned. But in this 9 day vacation and second chance in life, I felt totally satisfied and complete stepping back onto the grounds of Camp Monterey. It has so much to do with who I am. One learns to do without, to do with little, to live within our means, to live with people different than we are, to work together, to appreciate "friendly" competition, to strive to do your best in each endeavor, and to leave things better than when you found them. Am I alone?
If you've ever been a campin' at Miss Dollie's, and maybe at the closing of each day,
You will sit around the campfire in a circle, and watch the sun go down at Monterey.
Oh to wake up to the rising bell at seven, gather in the dining hall for all your meals,
And to share the joy and laughter of each camper, that's the joy a stranger never feels....

Thursday, August 4, 2011

two barns and a machete





I love barns. Not only is there history in them, but they are all different. It's like the different personalities at camp, the different horses, different techniques but they all have a grand purpose.
The first barn I went to was up with the horses. This barn was more of a stable. I hadn't been up to the stables and tacked a horse since my last year as a camper in 1986. The staff needed help that morning, so I came dressed at breakfast with my jeans on and overly eager to help.
By 2011, all my favorite horses had gone on to horse heaven: Idaho, Governor, Cyclone, Red, Black Nuisance, Mr. Ed, Baby, & Boise. Now they were replaced by others such as Juniper, Marley, Sassafras, Little Bud & some others I didn't get a chance to love on. But what a familiar site as I swung open the gate and entered horse heaven.
All the familiar stalls were there. Some had hay in the feed area. The tack room was open and there were the English saddles, saddle blankets, halters, reins, extra stirrups, extra girths, horse shoe picks, curry combs, brushes, & fly wipe. There was even an outhouse yards from the stables. I felt I was at home again.
I was just in time to tack two horses. I put the halter on first, led the horse out of the stall, secured him, and got to work brushing and talking to him. What a warm, solid and sweet smelling animal. I'm not sure how many hands tall the two I tacked were, but for the former campers, I'd say they were each about the side of Boise. Stroke, brush, stroke, brush, love on, brushing down the legs, then trying not to act scared keeping a stiff arm on the hind quarter as I walked around the back of her. I never got kicked today, but you know how it is when you've seen a horse kick. Sometimes it's because of a horsefly bite or their snappy personality. But these horses were well mannered, until it became time to tighten "the girth"!
The sight of the saddle made one squint her eyes, lay her ears back, and move away from me. I tried to outsmart her, but one of the staff members came to my rescue and volunteered to get the saddle on. And so she did. Picking hooves was much more pleasant. And if horses could smile and say thank you, they sure did when the fly wipe was applied.
This was a morning of doing yet another activity that I used to do growing up. Because my time was so short this summer, only 9 days filling in for someone, I really made the most of trying to do things I did the first 20 years of my life. It wasn't only tacking horses, it was also playing volleyball, playing tether ball, swimming laps in the lake, racing in a canoe, skulling in a canoe, landing in a canoe, camping out, sleeping on the ground without any padding, showering in the outdoor pee wee showers, visiting familiar spots at camp, and living to tell about it.
Barn number two came later in the day. It was a favorite at the D&M. It was another opportunity to go on an overnight camp out with the Sunshine Gang. I wasn't going to pass up another opportunity to capture my youth. I was living in the moment! And so it was, I was off with 14 campers and 5 other staff. I made it an even 20.
The D&M grounds are now more open because the large apple trees died out years ago and were removed. The outhouse is sturdier and nicer. The lodge is still solid and standing. And the barn still stands on the right as you enter through the gates. (To see footage of the site, please go to YouTube and type in D&M campsite.) It was always a fun place to have a picture in front of or to hide in when playing games in the field.
Once we all arrived at the site, it was off to gather wood. Isn't always the campers' job to find kindling, logs and hot dog sticks? We let the kids get a ten minute head start, then we followed. They were all searching diligently for twigs and putting enough in their hands that was equivalent to a Sunday newspaper. Hot dog sticks were out of the question because the good, long, strong ones were higher up. But it was fortunate for me that I got to be their hero for a few minutes because I brought the machete again and started chopping them out of the trees. That's when I got the idea to see who wanted to learn to use a machete properly. It was a skill I was taught at their age and it made me a responsible user from that point on.
I announced that anyone who wanted to try the machete was welcome to try chopping some of the green hot dog sticks I'd found. We'd practice cutting the small branches off. Each camper that wanted a try received instruction on the danger zone (making sure no one was within their swing area), proper hand placement when holding the branch, proper handling of the machete and off they went. Some chopped with a soft swing while others chopped like they were going to chop a snake's head off. It was a super confidence building and camp skill builder as well. And to add to anyone who wanted a challenge, I marked the sticks with a line that they had to hit for accuracy. Several did that easily. From there, we moved on to the thicker pieces of dead wood which I had them chop and turn, chop and turn. Achieving that meant one last skill...chopping that dead wood in under 2 minutes. Our champ cut it in 1:30. That's when we called it quits.
I truly hope that these young campers will be able to add this to their camp summary when they get home. (And I hope no parent squashes their enthusiasm for playing with big knives.) This is what camp is all about--stepping out, trying new things, testing the boundaries, surrounding yourself with great friends, and making memories that will truly last a lifetime. People outside our camp world may hear about it, but when relived among campers, it comes back to life.
That is what the last week filling in a camp has been for me. Every cabin I look at, every path my feet touch, the bed I sleep on, the songs sung in the dining hall, dropping the mail in the wooden mailbox, ringing the aide bell, checking in for free swim, hoping nobody walks in on you at the Freds, and slipping on the slick grass after sunset at the volleyball courts, are all ways my mind and heart were zapped back into the good 'ole days. It's been soup for my soul returning. Thank you, Miss Dollie, for your vision of this girls' summer camp in Monterey, Tennessee. There is no other place like it. (I am now crying.)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

rah rah rah rah rah




Wednesday during meet week is always swimming. Because all campers are required to take swimming, it is the most participated in meet. The campers compete in standing front dives, surface dives, form and racing. It is a well oiled ship how smoothly the events move from division to division.
It's fun to watch the campers display the progress they have learned since coming to camp. It can put one in a place of great memories or wanting to jump right in there and compete with the girls. I would have loved to have done that. In fact, during my free time in the mornings, I have been indulging in the lake and swimming laps, practicing surface dives, standing front dives, and even flips off the diving board. It's one of those things you feel like doing upon your return in hopes that you can still do what you did in your teenage years. And I am happy to report that I can!
In case you've forgotten, the last Wednesday night is not campfire. It is last team meetings. The Wataugas were in the dining hall and the Nolichuckies in the lodge. And all the staff was squeeze in nice and cozy on Miss Keith's porch. What made me smile was when the Wataugas started cheering at the end:
RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH
RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH
RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH...NOLICHUCKIES! (then WATAUGAS, then THE CUP!)
What follows? Tears of course! It's the reality of knowing that in a week, everyone will be at home, and many of the girls will not see each other until next summer. And others cry because a period in their youth will come to an end. The JCs will evolve into CITs, ACs, counselors, then senior staff. Oh, what I would give to be a JC again with all my friends. Thank goodness for the friendships that still remain!
The countdown to banquet and the announcement of the winning team for the summer is 5 nights away. What a feeling!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

acres and acres






I'm not sure how many acres are here at Camp, but I am sure it is close to 900. There a so many trails that have grown over, some that are used daily, and some that are being rediscovered. I went on one of those trails today.
I had a little down time this afternoon and thought I'd go for a walk and take some pictures primarily. I really wanted to go take photos at the steel barn, but as I got close, the antique vehicles were not there. So I decided to keep walking down that familiar path that I took trail rides and hikes down for 20 years.
The same car ruts lined the fences. Pine, oak, maple and dogwood trees kept the path shaded. Grass was growing between the tire marks. Crickets chirped in the woods. And the paths were just the same as when I ventured there over 20 years ago.
I found myself hoofing it and made it to the creek. After looking at my watch, I thought, I have time to get to the chimney. And once I got there, I knew it was less than a 5 minute walk to Flint Rock Hollow. It was stunning. Great trail riding in my youth. Great hiking. Picturesque. Awesome. I am glad I went there. I just lived another Monterey memory.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Smile Day



Today is somebody's birthday!
Who's birthday?
Camp Monterey's birthday!
How old is she?
25? NO. 50? NO. 65? NO. 67? Yes!
Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday, Camp Monterey. Happy birthday to you!
Smile Day is still has the same loud outfits and some costumes, but the big change is that each table gets to decorate their own pan cake with candy that has been collected from the campers' packages or trunks. The kitchen makes colored icing. A funny bell is rung, and the cabins come to the dining hall about 15 minutes before the aide bell to decorate. It's a great way to get the kids involved in creating their own work of art. Here are some samples.

meet week




This is one of the most looked forward to times at Camp. As the last week of camp is upon us, my favorite meet, canoeing, begins week 8 of camp. It's when all your hard work, practice, team spirit, determination, will to win, and high level of performance get put on display for about 90 minutes. The pee wees get a chance to race doubles and jump outs. The juniors race singles, doubles, and crew. And the seniors race singles, doubles, crew & rescue at sea. Where is relay? I ask myself that.
I had fun being a neutral spectator with a camera and my Flip video that I could truly watch with eyes of excitement that the girls' tradition of canoeing and being skilled remained constant. I loved watching from the dam how the teams approached the staff that would be holding them. They encouraged each other and got together on their plan of winning. Once they got in place, they'd look to their competitor and wish them a genuine "Good luck". This is what sportsmanship at Camp Monterey is all about--the friendly competition. And truly it is.
I loved hearing the familiar start, "Canoers, on your mark. Get set. Go!" The whistle would blow. And instantly the Nolichuckies and Wataugas yelled their hearts out yelling for their team mates. And of course, no matter who won or lost, the familiar cheer followed with everyone cheering simultaneously. "They're our peaches, they're our cream. They're the pee wees (juniors or seniors) of our team!" The teams would then get in one row, facing each other, hands up and clasped, and the racers would run under the archway.
Today, the Nolichuckies won all the races except for senior crew. But of course, every race was close and competitive. I think back to all the races I participated in, got excited for, worked hard for, and I just wanted to be out there again this morning. Well, I have to opt for being a canoe judge tonight in form (with my mother).
The teams have been shown an example of form by the canoe staff and given hints on what the judges will be looking for. Canoe meet, part 2, here we come.
Shortly after dinner, it was time for the canoeing form. My mom came from Cookeville to be one of the judges. Since I am senior staff, I was allowed to accompany her. We judged singles and doubles and were quite pleased with the campers. A handful of girls really stood out, many had mastered the basic skills, and just a few doubles were new and had much to aspire to in the more experienced girls.
The girls all remained in their blues and whites. Many had their hair in nice braids and had a nice appearance. And it was a joy to be in the midst of all the canoers and know that years ago (25 to be exact), I was in that same spot.